Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Running

I have never been a runner. I have always hated it. I would have to run a mile in school for the Presidential Physical Fitness tests and of course there is running in sports. Luckily I never really had to do conditioning training like they do in sports in public school. 

Several months ago my friend Allison brought up the color run, the "Happiest 5k." We decided to sign up and go for it. After all its only 3.1 miles, and you aren't expected to even run the whole thing, or any of it!

When I first started training I started very simple. In the past I was able to run a mile and that was it. And then I would be coughing and really sore the next few days. So that never lasted more than a few runs (and those were on a treadmill). In June I started with intervals, and was only able to run for 2 minutes and then walk for 2 minutes. I did that for 20 minutes. I slowly worked my way up. In about a month and a half, a mile was a my requirement and then I'd work towards two. I still would do intervals for at least for a half hour. About a month after that two miles was my normal run while I worked towards being able to run 3. Last week I was able to run three miles straight. 

Tonight, I ran 4! And I was only aiming for 2 since I had taken three days off. But I just kept going. I was doing the loop near our apartment because one time around is half a mile and it's easy to keep track. I just kept going. Got my second wind or something, but kept just going "Just one more, just one more." I felt really good and am still not coughing or overdoing it. My calves are probably going to be sore, but that's ok. 

I'm so proud of myself!




Thursday, March 21, 2013

Life Changes

Over the past few months I've made some lifestyle changes. Truth be told, I feel a little more hippy, and a lot more down to earth. I have a lot more energy and feel more adventurous and happy. Here's what I've started doing differently:

Eating better. I have a huge sweet tooth. And a huge salt tooth (if that's such a thing). I love my junk food. From Half Baked Ben and Jerry's Ice cream to Cape Cod Salt and Vinegar and Sweet Maui Onion Chips, I love to eat. I guess I have good genes, because my body hasn't really showed how much I love my junk food (besides my muffin tops). But over the past few months I have really enjoyed shopping the produce section of our grocery stores, even more than usual. And I haven't just switched to salads. I eat spaghetti squash as spaghetti, brussel sprouts, guacamole, lots and lots of spinach (usually in a morning egg scramble with onions and bell peppers. I snack on celery and peanut butter, carrots and ranch dressing, and lots of fruits. Mangoes, kiwis, bananas, and blackberries (I've discovered that blackberries are probably my favorite fruit, they're just usually so expensive). Yesterday I was musing that I couldn't decide which fruit or veggie I wanted to snack on, and that's when it hit me that my eating habits had changed, as opposed to just restricting myself. And don't get me wrong. I still snack. Yesterday I had chocolate covered toffee popcorn, and it was delicious. But I crave healthy stuff a lot more, and it's not a hard choice to eat healthier than it was a couple months ago. But I've traded in my Half Baked Ice Cream for Frozen Greek Yogurt (the best is the blueberry vanilla graham flavor).

Being Active. I've been able to get away with not really needing to work out. I have my qualms with my body, but I've been lucky that my body doesn't betray my eating habits. But that doesn't mean that I'm healthy. In fact, I have zero endurance for any kind of endurance. I hate working out. I always have. I hate feeling like I'm overheating. I hate breaking a sweat through work out. I hate how my face gets sooo red when I work out. But I like being able to go hiking and not get so winded. I like being able to be active because I work out, not work out just to lose weight (although that's a bonus). So a little over 2 weeks ago I started Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred series. Since it was free on youtube I had nothing to lose. I did 10 days on level 1 and then moved onto level 2. I did four days on that and then was done. I no longer had a desire to continue the series. I didn't even see level 3's video. But on Tuesday I felt super weak and just couldn't bring myself to work out. Normally I do it first thing in the morning but I wasn't feeling well and just didn't do it. Yesterday I started doing it and got half way through before I had had enough. I don't think that it was too hard. It wasn't that. It was hard, but I felt good after. I felt like I was getting stronger, and that felt great. My endurance still sucks, but it was a little better, and I didn't expect it to change much in 2 weeks. I think that I just got bored. But I figure that with all of the free work out videos out there, I'll just vary it up. Today I did a yoga video. Ideally I'd rather get outside and go for a long walk on the beach or a hike up to two trees or in Malibu, but on the in between days I'll just vary my work out videos. By the way, I still hate working out. I don't know if that will ever change.

Hair Habits. At the beginning I mentioned that I felt a bit hippy. This is where this fits in. I love my hair and have always wanted it really long. My hair is fine and thin though, so getting it grown out is hard to do! Since high school I have done hair masks and gone through numerous hair products trying to find that special one. Lately the trend has been dry shampoo and not washing your hair every day, but instead about twice a week. So this is what I have started doing. I started with every other day washing it, because that was even hard. I started putting dry shampoo in on the off days (the idea being that while it soaks up the oil, it isn't stripping the hair like shampoo does, but leaves it in the hair, thus being better). I still shower my body most days, but I've heard that isn't that great for your skin either. The French may have had a great idea with the boday. It's been over 2 months since I started washing my hair twice a week, and I feel like my hair is a little healthier. It feels stronger. Of course, I won't really be able to see results for a few more months as it continues to grow. As a result of not washing it every day I've also gotten more savvy with french braids and other hair styles since it's not always pretty to have down.

Those are the main changes in my life right now. Nothing else has really changed. Still working at Target and American Eagle. Although I think there's going to be some changes with each of those in the coming weeks. This year has just flown by. It's cliche, but man time just goes faster and faster as you get older. I'm almost as old as Doug was when we got married. And we've almost been married for 4 years! Crazy! I'm still just loving this adventure of a life :)

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

A Day Off

It's been forever since I've actually felt like blogging. Since I've actually have had something to say (and I wouldn't say that this post is actually informative or declaratory of anything in particular). I just never felt the need or want to write anything so I haven't in almost half a year. It's been a really tough half year too, so I'm rather glad that I didn't document any of it. 

Today was my day off of work and it makes me laugh how much work there is to do around the house on a day off. I cleaned the entire apartment (if our little cupboard takes 4 hours to completely clean, I don't want to know how long it will take in our future house!). I did all of the laundry (it's even already folded and put away!), and washed all of the linens. I also have tomorrow off so I figured that I wanted to get all of the chores out of the way so that I could enjoy the rest of my "weekend." It's something that I want to instill in my future kids so I figured that it's something that I need to really cement in myself first. 

As I was taking care of our home I got to thinking how much I really enjoy providing a nice home for Doug and I to come home to. I really believe that I've been called to be a housewife because I find so much fulfillment from it. The problem is that the world is appalled at my views and feelings on the matter. I can't count the number of conversations that have been so condescending to me and my "career path."I'll be told how they raised their kids AND worked and how I can do the same. How I need to pursue other paths. How it's impossible to live on one income in these times. 


People seem to confuse me not having a career calling with me not wanting to do anything. I do want to do something. I want to raise Doug and mine's kids and cook and clean and do the grocery shopping.   I don't want to go to work to pay someone else to take care of my kids and to clean my house. Yes, it will be hard to live on one income but my God provides for his children.


I don't see homemaking as an easy job. I know it is hard. I know it is demanding physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually just like any other job. And it's not like it's a job that I always like doing. Today I woke up and didn't want to do anything except sit on the couch and catch up on my shows. Anyone that knows me knows that I hate</> doing laundry. But today the work needed to be done. So I did it. And am satisfied. 

I need to remember that my worth doesn't come from my career of choice. Nothing that I do on this earth can make me more worthy than the blood of Christ has already made me. My worth comes from God saying that I am worthy and calling me to be his child. I need to stop letting other people weigh in how I feel about myself and my calling. 

I have one more load of towels to fold and put away before I eat breakfast and take a shower (finally). Then I get to go into work since Target called and offered me a shift. I guess that day off will need to wait till tomorrow :)